and another year...
So I 'm back to Orléans by myself, just like the very first time. I don't understand, but since I arrived at the CDG airport this morning, all my positive thinking started to fade away. When I was home, I was very positive about everything. I didn't worry about what's gonna happen next. I didn't even try to find out what I might have to face once I arrive. But now, it's really the opposite.
I start to worry about my staying permit, the new housing engagement, the study, like everything becomes miserable. It's really me who suddenly change and be worry about all unclear things. I actually wonder, the first time I arrived last year, I was not this worry. But why now, when I have been living in the country for a year, I am being worry more than the first time. Weird. I should overcome this feeling as I know He takes care of me.
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